- 光の登不里, 不思议日记 -

New manicure and pedicure

2009-10-31T02:52:00.000-07:00

new manicure and pedicure doing again yesterday night!
i did try rock style this time, 近期潮流!!
the latest trend colour was BLACK!!
Black clothes, black cosmetics makeup colour, black nail and black lipsticks...
black fashion style
all in rock style... the trend of rock style was coming back after Nana trend few year ago.........
don think that black is dirty or apa-apa pantang, apa-apa orang mati!!
- NO -
it was a beautiful colour for me,
it also stand for magnificent, royally and vogue....

so what did you think about BLACK?

in the beginning with black and shining white without any accessorizes

after having some accessorizes

my pedicure!!

New magazine

2009-10-31T02:45:00.000-07:00

S cawaii Nov

Popteen Oct

bought new magazine in recent,
my favorite, my hobbies
i love to read magazine rather than long love story 'books'...
anyone who like to see can borrow from me!

Poker King 扑克王

2009-10-29T01:39:00.001-07:00

watch poker king yesterday night with Cat, Desmond and ah Yang at QB!!
nice movie!! wooowooo.........
i love stephy character - Smily!!
nice acting!!

Hope everyone can watch it!

Dearest Jacky!

2009-10-24T02:46:00.000-07:00

i am back - from Jacky!!
i think i had a long time did not upload any new picture about Jacky!!
he was grow happily and 'FAT' day to day!!

My Days

2009-10-24T02:29:00.000-07:00

first of all,
Inaka restaron again!!
my favorite..............
chicken teriyaki this time!!
delicious..................^^ yam yam...

my new 手机吊饰, buy from a 聋哑人士!
fall in love when i see it, he make it everything at handmade!
just RM5, please support and help them!

gift for Hazel boirthday!!
bought it from niceday!!

remember what i mention before in my facebook,
my dearest mouse was broken!!
and this is my early birthday present from Cat!!
thank you very much and love you!!
friend forever........... dear!

Queensbay Mall

2009-10-16T03:02:00.000-07:00

went to Queensbay again Wednesday!!
had a dinner in Dave Deli - RM33.90 amount for 3 people after discount!

besides that,
went to my friend house to renew my hair colour!
no bleach hair again this time,
i was choose Pink Beige Beauteen!
but i dono why my hair color still that light!
suppose darker.................==
but never mind,
just let it be,
the color was not that bad actually!!
because my hair color was actually not change that much!

without flash!

comparison,
left hand side without flash,
right hand side after flash!

Tonki Japan Restoran

2009-10-12T04:21:00.000-07:00

+my set of lunch+

went to Tonki to had a lunch with Hazel and Nel today in Pulau Tikus!
well,
i am actually don like the environment
just like hang in to the kopitiam!!
order a set of meal - RM7.80

guess who is this with a funny face??
+ Ms.H +

Ms.H

this is dearest Nel!

Pedicure

2009-10-09T06:07:00.001-07:00

another new pedicure for myself again!
5 different colour was use this time!!

halo day

2009-10-09T05:59:00.001-07:00

i did go pasar malam again just now!!
nothing i bought today,
just a ball!
a ball for my Jacky play! - RM3
he did love it very much and keep play......

Inaka Japanese Restoran

2009-10-09T05:44:00.001-07:00

the beginning of story,
went to Pulau Tikus Inaka Restoran with Li Ting Wednesday!!
i love the environment very much, it was very quite.
Our Set lunch was cost RM16.90 per person!!

manicure

2009-10-09T05:39:00.000-07:00

create another new hand manicure again!
LOVELY lovely!!
blue, yelllow and white was using!!
another new try!
ganbate!!

Sorority Row

2009-10-09T05:37:00.000-07:00

a story about 6 girls!
i love this story very much!
love the ending!
LOVE Maggie performance, she is potential!!

Pasar Malam

2009-10-09T05:30:00.000-07:00

月饼手机吊试
cawaii - RM4.00

RM1.00

RM1.50

use for 前发
RM2.90

RM2.20

Prangin Mall

2009-10-09T05:22:00.000-07:00

went to Prangin Mall to shop again!
ya, i love shopping!!
i love it!!
i think i wont feel bored if i go shop everyday!

new S cawaii October

new ear ring from Chamelon Komtar - RM1.90

RM2.90

last wednesday

2009-10-09T03:52:00.000-07:00

report about last Wednesday activities
well,
what i remember is,
i went to Gurney Plaza,
have a shopping again!
my hobbies

台湾风味情
醉鸡

guess what is this for??
sorry the picture was blur!
it is use for nail designing!!
i love it!
RM2 per pack!

my hair oil, IONIC - RM20

new POPTEEN, Sept

A Perfect Getaway

im back

2009-10-09T03:50:00.000-07:00

im back, my dear bloggie........

Sayonara, Yoshito Usui Sensei

2009-09-26T10:28:00.000-07:00

well,
i was heart a sad new in recent,
Crayon Sin Chan author, Yoshito Usui Sensei was dead in last week,
actually i hope he will be ok and fine when i was know he is disapear,
i was pray and hope the bad thing wont happens to him,
but,
since like the GOD like to play the human life,
the thing that everyone hope wont happens,
finally it get true!!

Sin-chan was one of my favorite character,
his anime, comic, and his cutety voice was accompany me in my life since small....

Sayonara, Yoshito Sensei,
i hope you will good and happy in the heaven,
thanks for your comic!!
Bokurosamadesu.......
Arigatou Gozaimashita!!!

cawaii Shin-chan

Sin-chan recent movie,
BALLAD 无名的恋曲

BBQ in Paradise Beach

2009-09-26T10:23:00.000-07:00

well,
went to a bbq in Paradise Beach with my classmate in Friday night..
thanks for the invited,
it was fun for me...
it actually wont count bored for me,
just a bit hot for the weather....
Hope they will do this again next time but not coming soon!!
i am tired and lazy for the preparing,
i hate to do that, guys.....

Final Destination 4

2009-09-26T07:57:00.000-07:00

well,
finally,
i watch final destination 4...
nice movie and nice story for me...
but,
but,
but,
it is very bloody actually,
i am glad and happy luckily i am not eating when i watch this,
if not, i dono what for my ending.....

Prangin Mall

2009-09-26T07:01:00.000-07:00

after clubbing night at Fame and MOIS in Wednesday night,
went to Prangin Mall again with Cat in Thursday.
bought a lot of stuff again.....

I.S.O.S - Cake ring - RM6.00
LOVELY & cutety.....

I.S.O.S - 手机吊试 - RM6.00
i like this design actually

my new dress.. RM25

this is the example look for the dress i bought up there!!
i was fall in love in the first eye when i saw Aiku wear this..

my favorite manicure again

2009-09-12T10:37:00.001-07:00

Doing my manicure again during my fever time!
different style that i try again this time!

ya,
i am fever in this few day!!
my body was getting hot and hot!!
but,
luckily was recover after 1 and a half day that i fight with the devil!
thanks GOD saving me again!!

Where got ghost

2009-09-12T10:31:00.000-07:00

oh,yeah!!
i love this movie very much!!
funny ghost story with funny ending!
Fat Ghost and Granma Ghost!!

Queensbay Mall

2009-09-12T10:14:00.000-07:00

i went to shopping again in Thursday!!
it was my turn to bought a lot of stuff!!

便当手机吊匙
The Rooms QB - RM7.90-

Skin Food Mask - RM28-

Birthday Card to someone

Are you think that i am the one who bought everything with never ever consider the price of the stuff that i wanted or i never ever consider how many $$ i left in my pocket??

i tell u::: yes, i am!!
but it not mean that i am rich...
just i love shopping, enjoy shopping!!
i don wanna be a 师奶 to 讨价还价
i love to buy my favorite stuff with original price!!
it have different meaning for me!!

Well,
beside QB,
i went to a special place in recent!!
i went to see a Thailand Sifu with using Tarot Card to know our future fate!!
i love that place, it is quiet!!

well,
guess how was my tarot card answer for my future!!
i can say that i am the one who most lucky and good at 6 person!!
even i am still single,
but i can tell you my destiny was coming and nearing......
what about other thing like my health, money....
hahaha
just guess it!!

Handphone Design

2009-09-04T07:17:00.001-07:00

well,
recently,
i am not only fall in love with shopping and cawaii stuff,
there was another hobbies and another cawaii skill to make me fall in love again!
there is 手机外表设计
bling bling diamond and cawaii design
i love it, 一流...............
love new and cawaii stuff,
special design skills, other people don like it and no interest!!
还是亲手做和设计的东西最好的, 虽然还不够好!

-RM12-

-RM4-

The

2009-09-04T07:10:00.000-07:00

well,
how to explain my opinion after i watch this??
it is bloody bloody bloody and 恐怖恐怖恐怖...............
i love to see ghost movie...
but this m0vie was geli than what i think and imagine actually
a clap must give to Rachel and Seto Sifu.......
勇敢!
i think i cannot be like Rachel!!

Redbox

2009-09-04T07:00:00.000-07:00

hey hey,
redbox again in Thursday morning!!
i had a long time did not go reebox to sing!!
enjoy my time there with the song i like!
thanks for you to accompany!
we had such a long time din't go out together!!

the dessert

my drink

Farlim Pasar Malam

2009-09-04T06:42:00.000-07:00

went to Farlim Pasar Malam in Wednesday night with Cat!!
guess what did i bought again??
Hmm......

手机吊试 - RM4-
*Cake
there was other choice like bun, small donut and big donut.......
but i choose cake,
i will buy the big donut again in other day i swear!
i love this cawaii stuff very much!
but i guess some people will feel RM4-5 to buy this was cost expensive,
but i don care as well as i like it.
because it was very difficult to find it!
if i got chance to go Japan, i will buy this in Bento design!!
hahaha

傻瓜眼镜 - RM10-
well,
i have a long time din wear glasses which other than sun glasses!
love this!!
my mum say i was look like a teacher when i wear this,
but Cat say i was look like a high school student!
i love this design and straight bought this never consider after Cat say it was nice and suitable me!!
i am quite listen and believe her fashion sense!!
never see me wear this, and i couldn't recognized myself also after i wear this!!
hahaha

Beside Pasar Malam,
i am going Tanjung Bungah Beach at the night with Desmond them also......
nice!!
七月十五 going to the beach......
but i din't see any 'Ghost Friend' honestly....
hahahaha

My Jacky

2009-09-04T06:06:00.000-07:00

well,
talk about my Jacky again!
he is more clever and clever than last!!
everyone was love him very much,
especially my dad!!
he was live here happily everyday even he is not a branded dog...
well, know what! why a lot of people don like Jacky, see him as 'buss shit' or 'rubbish' puppy just because he is not a branded dog!
but we love him so much.
buy branded food for him,
share everything we ate with him!!

Lets enjoy some picture!

end up my holiday with.....................

2009-08-30T09:22:00.000-07:00

well,
except shopping,
i was end up my holiday with Nana!!
a story between two girl who also name as Nana!!

well,
i love this story very very much,
this is the most nice comic and animax since i see many comic before,
the story was too real,
it influence me very much actually,
i was remember the story in my heart and cannot forget since it was my first time to see the story!!!
which character i love??
well,
i love Komatsu Nana and Ichinose Takumi very much even they both also have their bad place!!
i was really hope them both was stay back again and wont divorce in the future since the story not yet going to the end!
the most favorite chapter that i love was chapter 54,
the story between Nana K and Takumi!
they was get marry finally...
i was happy for them!
but, since i have my favorite chapter and favorite character,
i also have my hater character!
i was actually hate Reira very much!!!
i hate her attitude, why she must be the third between Nana K and Takumi after she break up with Shin!
don understand for her!!
luckily Nana K and Takumi was not divorce in future, but they was separated!!
pity for Nana!!

did you know why did i say i was love 'Nana' very much,
i can love until i watch the story for whole night until next day morning!
i was continue do that for 3-4 days to watch 'Nana'.
the story was make people was like to continue to know their ending......
Hope the drawer will cover in a short time since like she was sick until must stay in the hospital for few month!!
because i think all the 'nana' fans will hope to know the ending since 'Nana' was coming to the end!!

Again

2009-08-30T08:46:00.000-07:00

well,
start my story now!
i went to Jenny Auntie salon to cut my liu hai again in friday with my mummy!
well,
thanks for Auntie!
i was very like my hair style right now,
i think i will keep this for a period time!

another well again,
i went to Prangin Mall again and again with my mum and brother in Saturday!
since like i had no other place to go and chosen without any transport!
im lazy to go Queensbay or Gurney with the bus!
super duper hate that,
so finally we decide to go Prangin!

shopping shopping and shopping............
i love shopping.........
well,
i love to buy cute stuff or cosmetic, or any cute clothes!!
i wanna buy a new handbag, glasses and many other thing!
so finally decide to save my money to buy all this stuff that i wanted for a long time with my lunch money!!
well,
i was glad that myself don have any credit card on my hand,
if not i think i will 刷暴卡 "luk bao card" like the Lam Miu Miu!! haha^^
waste all my money and use all my credit card to buy all the stuff i want in 2 hours!!
and then end up with eating roti in other time!!
but,
finally i end up my shopping with only three stuff!!
i was control and stop myself to buy a new handbag even i like it very much!
well,
i will buy her again in next 2 week, i swear to myself!!
hahahhaha

my new ring!!
-RM15.90-
will,
i was find this ring for a long time, with this degisn!
and finally i bought it without any consideration on the price!!
i love it very much,
decide to wear it for every time when i was hang out to every place!

new S cawaii - RM14 September

new Popteen - RM14 August

*to be continue

French manicure and pedicure

2009-08-22T07:20:00.000-07:00

doing pedicure to myself today!
new design was create!!

beside,
i was help my sister to do french manicure also!
i like it,
pink + white + gold + red!!

LOVELY colour..............

this is my pedicure
purple + Gold

this is my sister manicure!
LOVELY small hand!!

new nail design

2009-08-20T06:53:00.000-07:00

create new nail today by myself with using new nail polish!!
this is the result!!

Busy Day

2009-08-20T06:40:00.000-07:00

well,
went to 2 place yesterday.
first of all,
went to a movie with my mum and sister in Prangin Mall,

The Screen at Kamchanod

my favorite ghost movie!
but i am really confusing with the story!
after movie, had some dinner there

my new nail polish

after Prangin Mall,
i was going back home to had a deep nap,
continue second round at the night in MOIS!!

meet Cat, Christ, Steven, Joseph, Ah Yeoh, Desmond and etc (sorry i forget their name) there
LOVE sexy dance
nice sexy dance presented by Joey,
its pretty cool,
i cant dance that^^

pretty cool night, pretty cool thing happend,
thanks the one who take care me there, especially Steven,
thanks^^

enjoy the night!!

Cat and Me

Steven and Me

Bone

2009-08-18T06:58:00.000-07:00

buy some bone for Jacky today in Bandar Baru

RM2.80 for 3 little bone

Babe Jacky

2009-08-16T08:09:00.000-07:00

this is my Babe Jacky!!
my lovely son!!
he was 3 month age!!
was growing very fast even he just come to my house about a month

Colourful Day

2009-08-14T08:48:00.001-07:00

Dear blogger,
i was wasted my money again in this two day!
buy this and that!!

well,
went to a dinner in 金火锅 with Cat and Christ again yesterday night!
it was the second time i go there!
i like the environment, but too hot!

went to Prangin Mall today with my mum and brother
i was buy a lot of thing,
and promise with my mum will went to a movie next week again

bell from Moris - RM23.00
well,
im not buying this for myself,
i help Cat to buy this!

S cawaii 08, - RM14.00
another new magazine after ending Cawaii

my new hair bans from Chamelon - RM3.90
it quite cheap
choose from my mum

i love the design,
quite nearing 80年代陈宝珠 feel: from my mum
well,
my first chosen are black colour

we went to parkson also!

nasi lemak from Giant!
not nice!!

and im here got to say sorry to my dear Babe Jacky,

To babe Jacky:
i was promise to buy a toy for you today,
but sorry that i was buy too many thing and over budget,
and promise to buy for you again tomorrow,
must be healthy always ya^^
mummy will always love you and
all the family member will love you also!

* too be continue

Do you dare to watching me through ur eye??

2009-08-09T11:56:00.001-07:00

* more and more picture will be upload soon in other place!!

Holiday

2009-08-09T08:30:00.000-07:00

well,
finally, holiday was coming!!
3 weeks holiday,
i think it count long for me,
nothing can do at all!
keep do the same thing everyday!

well,
before holiday is coming,
i hope holiday can coming fast,
but i am already in holiday,
hope i can go back to college now!

hahahaha,
such a weird thinking!
it quite and count boring for me for 3 weeks holiday!!
watch tv, online, sleep, eat!!
sigh
even i hope to go out but no place to go already,
just shopping, movie or redbox or 'kap siao'!
sigh!

any plan? no plan, cause all need money!!

what to do, nothing and not to complain also!!
just waiting, waiting the time to past!!
i just hope my degree live can going fast,
i hope i can graduated as soon as possible!!

ya, this is me!!
boring with student life,
i just want my dream can come true as fast as i can!
i cant wait anymore, because it already take a long time...............
the place that i wanna go are waiting for me!!

last 5 year to stay here!!
last 5 year in my live here!!
everything will be end at here, Malaysia, after 5 year!

last 5 year warning!!

Rasa Sayang buffet

2009-08-07T05:56:00.000-07:00

well,
beginning my story!!
i was actually very very busy yesterday!
first of all,
wake up and went to college to pass up my last assignment!
secondly,
date with Cat and Edwin at Queensbay,
sorry im late! im very rush on my time, and keep sweating because very hot!

went to watch 'the proposal' yesterday,
we are late because waiting for Cat and Edwin had their lunch in KFC,
we just start our movie in the middle,
and i just end my movie in the middle also,
but it is a nice story,
i like it!!
i had no choice, too busy,
went to another date with my classmates at rasa sayang for buffet,
sorry that we enjoy that without Amanda!!
well,
sorry that im not that enjoy there,
actually im not that feeling well yesterday,
tired + sick + 精神压力
i could not make myself laugh true my heart!
im sorry to say that!!
almost die at the car, hahah, 'JKJK'

we end up about 1200 am!!
well,
guess what i done after i stay at home,
nothing,
continue to watch my drama whole night!!
hahahaha

sorry,
not much photo that i take myself,
din take camera there!!

holiday will coming,
finally i can rest up well at home!!

me and Nellie

Sabrina Hazel, Nellie and I!!

*soon

RedBox

2009-08-01T00:36:00.000-07:00

went to RedBox in Friday with Cat, Christ and Yumie.......
long time din see my darling...
miss her so much....

well,
went to McDonald to have our 'lunch' at 4pm ++ something,
it is very very hungry for a whole day,
and traffic jam also in the road, sigh.....

well,
inside our room..
we sang until like a siao lang, Yumie was too funny....
just like open a concert....
hey, darling, just hang out to sing again next time!!

sexy Yumie vs 鬼马 Hikari

*soon

thursday night

2009-08-01T00:22:00.000-07:00

went out to have a rest in Thursday night with Cat and Christ after had my test in college!

we have our dinner at 金火锅 who near the New World Park!
well,
their tomyam was nice, tasty!!

went to a movie in Queensbay after that!

what a nice movie and nice story!!
i like it,
but i dislike the ending,
all dead in different way include nice and bad character, but only left 刘青云 alive!!
what a sad ending.......

*soon

Scrap Teacher 教師再生

2009-07-25T06:54:00.000-07:00

well, would like to intro a japan drama that i watch in recent, Scrap Teacher 教師再生
by Yuto Nakajima, Yamada Ryosuke, Yuuri Chinen and Daiki Arioka - Hey Say Jump member!
a story between student and teacher at middle school,
good story, good drama for me

well, for my opinion,
Japan Drama is better than the taiwan or hong kong drama,
no matter love story, adventure story or other,
they do it in perfect!!!

感动................
hope everyone will support!

*soon

Pasar malam again tonight

2009-07-24T07:44:00.000-07:00

went to pasar malam again tonight with my dear mummy when i just doing my coursework in a half, well never mind,
just a walk!

this is my favorite cheese cake!
i love it..........

this is Hokkaido Mantao

well, just saying my technic to take this photo is not well!
but i like this clothes very much,
i like the designed style and the color,
i think i had a long time dint wear pink clothes!
wanna know how beautiful the clothes?
just wait for me to wear once a day!
-RM23-

first time to buy purple pants,
new starting again,
i love shopping at all,
i am not sure how many clothes i wanna buy just an hour!!
but i enjoy the feel,
LOVE it!!
-RM20-

my dearest daddy buy yong tao fu again tonight!
i love it very much.
thx dad!!
appreciate about it!
Good night

*soon

my nail

2009-07-23T06:11:00.000-07:00

got to say, i cut short my nail finally,
it quite a long time i din cut my nail.
but got to cut it, because some of my nail since already wanna broken!
well, my finger look short again, i hate that feel!
i hate my short finger, look ugly!
but finally decided to change my nail shape,
decided to cut off square shape!
keep mountain shape right now!

老房子 old house

2009-07-23T05:41:00.000-07:00

have to lunch today at 新街老房子 old house with Amanda, Tom and David.
quite a lot of people!

this is Amanda

*finish

new puppy

2009-07-21T08:32:00.000-07:00

new puppy was taken by Venessa yesterday.
he is super duper cutety and smally as i see!
the name is jacky, and chinese name are ong lai 旺来
super duper geli and kolot,
but he just remember this 2 name.
it was a male puppy among 1-2 month,
but i am seriously not sure with the type.

busy in recent with my coursework, test and presentation.
Jacky photo will be upload as soon as possible that i can,
just waiting!

14/07 - 给予自己的日记

2009-07-13T11:22:00.000-07:00

进日来,
我的精神状态越来越差, 病情也越来越严重了,
在我的世界里, 除了Ayu, 其他人都是黑和白,
精神压力越来越重,
老实说, 我也忘了我自己是谁,
除了改变, 还是改变.
很想像一个普通人一样, 每天都开心过日子,
可是, 上天好像不允许我这么做,
除了每天都在惩罚自己之外, 什么都不能做,
每天都好像人偶一样, 一直在陪笑,
如果不是为了要实现一个小小的梦想,
我大概没办法撑到现在.
很累很累, 想睡, 又睡不着.
我 - 迷了路, 想回又回不来, 想说, 又说不出,
一直徘徊在黑暗的世界里, 想出, 又出不来, 一直再等待被救出....
在我的世界里, 实在想不出, 有谁是对我最好的,
或许我应该更坚强一点.....
或许我应该更爱自己多一点.....

但这一些, 我也没办法控制,
因为.........................................................................
我迷失了自己!

9.07.09

2009-07-09T08:16:00.000-07:00

Queensbay again with Cat after class....
nothing change up with my clothes,
just had some make up and wear my favorite big earing.....
it is tired and my leg was pain...

this is me

Cat and me

had some dinner in 台湾小吃
it was the first time i try their mee sua,
its really nice...

*finish

3.7.2009

2009-07-03T07:03:00.000-07:00

went to Prangin Mall today with my mummy,
we bought a lot of thing and new magazine also!

Times

2009-07-03T06:36:00.000-07:00

2.7.2009
1. Times Square - Gasoline

the menu

the table

mango juice

chocolate mocha

coke

2. Times Square - Luscious Bar (Level 2)
Yong Pheng bf stall for health drinks

Day Dreaming (Apple+Orange+Honeydew)

my dear Yong Pheng with Cutie Pose

3. Queensbay Mall

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Nail Art again

2009-06-30T06:36:00.000-07:00

nail art create form myself in recent.
thanks for my mum to buy new nail color.

first time used purple color,
quite interested,
but i more prefer to black or cutie pink!

well,
i was finally find out my favorite hair dye brand 'Beauteen' was sale in Malaysia Guardian Penang,
it cost about RM22.88 ++
was like to try platinum blonde or gold brown

hope can try one of it as soon as possible that i can......

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Updated

2009-06-26T07:11:00.000-07:00

was busy in recent.....
lazy to online.....
holiday was just finish!
going back to college again finally.....
from year one to year two right now!!
there was many thing got to prepare...

- test, presentation and coursework -

had a dinner with Cat, Christ and Desmond in Gurney 台湾风味情
such a long time i dint had a lunch or dinner there!

had a movie - The Last House on the Left - with them after our dinner.
well, the guy was not enjoyable in this movie,
but i am still can accepted.
the story was actually same as Eden Lake,
just the ending was totally different!
but i was enjoy it!

*finish

Drag me to Hell

2009-06-11T10:01:00.000-07:00

went to a movie in Queensbay GSC today with Cat and Christ.
-Drag me to Hell

Scary Ladies - Sylvia Ganush

i like the story of the movie and like the ending.
Christine Brown was dead in the end!

Cat and Me

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2009-06-07T09:46:00.000-07:00

人活着到底为了什么??

说到底, 在我的生命里, 活着就只为了爱自己, 相信自己和梦想而活!! 曾经的我曾试着去找些理由去改变自己去爱那些恨自己, 讨厌自己或爱自己的人, 但实在没办法去爱一个这样的自己. 真的没办法去变成一个不是自己的自己. 也没办法原谅那些对不起自己的人. 心里的伤痕越来越深, 真的希望所有的一切就只是个梦, 当梦醒了以后, 我还是一个什么都不知道的女孩, 我一直这样的希望. 至少我不会想现在一样, 那么的孤单. 真的很讨厌这样的自己, 我不喜欢那样的我, 不想变成那样, 我想改变一切, 因为已经不会再去介意自己是否被别人认同! 很想大哭一场, 但已经向自己发誓不会再哭. 已经累得不能再为所有的一切而介意. 不想怨恨任何人, 因为我真的不想那么做, 那不是我. 没办法再当那些对不起自己的人为朋友, 因为我不想怨恨他们, 不想带着怨恨做人, 那样会非常的累. 虽然已经无法再想以前那样, 什么都不知道, 像傻瓜一样的过生活, 但至少现在的我, 并不后悔自己所做的决定.

‘生命就只为了爱自己, 相信自己和梦想而活’ – 座右铭

Karaoke

2009-05-29T08:40:00.000-07:00

went to GP yesterday night with Cat.
buy up some magazine and meet up Cat friend there.

my new magazine, Popteen May!

after that,
had some dinner in Hotker Food,
and then change up to 1 stop karaoke for a sing at the night!!
after Cat Friend left out,
Christ and Desmond was meet up us there!!
i remember we had our happy moment from 11.00pm to 2.30am!!!
super long sing there!
conclude with RM126.30 - one person about RM25.50
it actually cheap compare to REDBOX,

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I Love U

2009-05-29T08:23:00.000-07:00

well,
got to say that my dearest lovely Daddy was sick recently,
today was the third day he live in General Hospital,
i was miss him very much actually!!
I love u, dad!
please take care yourself,
i know that you love us very much!!
even already in sick also accompany us to this and there in Sunday!
thank you, Daddy!!

*finish

Air Itam Dam

2009-05-25T06:47:00.000-07:00

went to Air Itam dam yesterday afternoon with my family!
got to say - the environment was just like a Green Palace!!
fresh Air around.......

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Queensbay Mall

2009-05-22T08:44:00.000-07:00

well,
went to Queensbay Mall with Cat yesterday night!!
nothing we buy there,
just sit in Coffee Bean online!

after dinner at KimWan Coffe shop,
going back home!

*finish

Well - friday night
Pasar Malam again with Cat!
we ate a lot there!
Jelly, Laksa, Yong Tao Fu, etc....!!
Hmm....
A lot of nice clothes there!
enjoy my night
Sweet Dream!

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LOVE

2009-05-18T08:05:00.000-07:00

well,
actually i wanna share what i think in recent.
know what,
actually i thought myself cannot believe and looking around the handsome guys anymore!
after hurt thing happened in my life, it actually already past more than 2 year,
Hmmmm........
it really make me sad and disappointed for that time,
so i was swear to myself and the GOD,
i wont appreciate to the one who don love me at all.
i wont accept a new relationship again!

well,
actually i cant remember it was how many i was looking around the handsome guys especially in Japan Style for recent!
i was admit i like handsome or good looking guys no matter older or younger than me,
it is better if that guy is good in wearing
today in Prangin Mall
i got see a guys with Hey!Say!Jump! style,
that guy abit look like Yuto Nakajima!
Actually he is my type, i like his face and 'Panker' style
it make my heart was open again,
but i still need some times if really wanna start a new relationship,
maybe i din prepared properly yet!
hahahaha

Maybe until nowadays,
i am still sad, my heart was still pain,
still scare to the guys, scare they will do the same thing to me,
i scare to the one who love me will repeat do the same thing to me!
i still cannot forgive myself and forgive what he done to me!
Maybe i am still run away from the true,
Maybe what i want, is very easy: hope the one who love me don go away from me! Don give up me!
No body cant understand what i think and what i want even myself.

ya,
i want LOVE
but scare to accept the one who LOVE me,
because i cannot truly to LOVE someone!

maybe you will think that i am really stupid and childish,
but you wont understand my feeling forever ever,
because you are not ME!

who am i actually?
since like i loss my way!

Hope everything can be good in future!

虽然不知道自己还能撑多久,
但还是会撑到最后一秒!!

- From: Hikari Quah

Ayumi Hamasaki - Powder Snow
http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XNjU2MzExNjA=.html

I want to be left alone.
I want to escape to a place where no one knows me.
That I'm wrong about that, that it's my fault,
is all my heart has. I don't need tomorrow.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.
Please help me.

I don't have even one regret.
I've always been living in the present
So that I don't leave even a single trace or footprint,
The candle melts down, this light is extinguished.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.
Please.

I spread my arms wide. I just want to gather the shining snow.
But why? It's so fleeting...

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
Can I shout loudly? Until my voice withers away.

Can I cry as much as I want to?
Can I scream at the top of my lungs?
Until the snow stops.

Prangin Mall again todays

2009-05-18T07:17:00.000-07:00

well,
i got to say,
i don know how many times i go to Prangin Mall already is this 2 week!!!
go Prangin Mall again today,
this times not with my Babe brother,
with Cat and Angel!

this is me,
my liu hai was long already compare last 2 week.

this is Cat with Cutie Pose!

Cat, Angel and Me!!

Cat, Angel and Me again!!

Cat and Me!

Say Cheese......

Mee Tom Yam

炸馒头!

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Blacky

2009-05-17T10:08:00.001-07:00

here to sharing some Blacky picture recently!

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Pulau Bentong Trip

2009-05-17T08:48:00.000-07:00

have a trip to Pulau Bentong with my family!
1) Pulau Bentong Beach
2) Kampung Nelayan
3) Pasar Malam Pulau Bentong
4) and others....

nothing much can say, just enjoy picture!

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My Days

2009-05-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

well,
today hang out to Prangin Mall again!
this time the one who wanna go is my Babe Brother!!
Happy walk around there!

well,
there was a handsome guy in popular there,
the guy had good looking with Japan style, he since be alike with Japan artist group - WaT - Wentz
but he is small size Wentz with wearing a glasses!
Hmm.... too bad
his gf ...................................... look normal only,
super wasted! and disapointed!

Wentz and Teppei,
Wentz had a good looking,
so can you imagine how alike between them!

this is me,
u can imagine how happy i am,
because i smile until cannot see my eye

this is my Babe brother with cutie pose!

this me me and my Babe brother

Prangin Mall

Hmmm......
no idea with this picture!

this is actually what we buy today!

well,
i was spend my time to do french manicure after that!
had a long time din draw my nail!
this time ia a perfect drwa, look like my technic was improve again!

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Prangin Mall

2009-05-13T07:26:00.000-07:00

well,
hang out again today..
since like i cannot kuai kuai sit at home, especially in holiday!
today was hang out with my Babe brother to Prangin Mall!
buy magazine, find some novel in popular and walk around there!

traditional herbal tea

Cawaii April

well,
i had being saw Ayu t-shirt are sold in Prangin Mall there!
once is RM39.90, another shop is RM29.90!
fall in love with that!!
must buy it!
hahahhaa

after that going back home to do some leg manicure,
i had a long time din do my leg manicure!
maybe tomorrow or Friday must do my hand manicure!

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Happy Hour

2009-05-12T10:06:00.000-07:00

well,
enjoy today days again......
first place - Giant - meet Cat bf and Kelly there, thx ur sup, Cat, Delicious!!
second place - dinner in Queensbay Mall, actually we plan for online there so hang out to KFC. mana tahu, low battery for my laptop!
third place - Old Town in Egape
Forth Place - Cat house
last place - Internet Cafe near Cat house

this is me

well,
feel like had a long time didn't sit properly and enjoy at home,
everyday also a powerful day!
since like my holiday is not boring at all!

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RedBox

2009-05-11T09:40:00.000-07:00

well
happy enjoy singing in redbox today with Cat, Samantha and Samantha friend.
sang for 4 hours and enjoy their buffer also!!

Hmm, guess how much overall,
it cost RM123.15 after 20% discount!
1 person is about RM30.80....
it cost abit expensive for me!
but never mind,
it still ok!!

my drinks

well,
after redbox,
went to my friend house for a while,
enjoy a fun talk with them,
after that,
going back home!!

*finish

Mother Days

2009-05-10T07:57:00.001-07:00

well,
today mother days!
Happy mother days for you, dear mummy!
i love u sooooo much.......
well,
nothing can give u,
just can spend my love to you only!!

well.
don have any big celebration today
just had a shop in Tesco,
and then had a dinner in Sally Auntie house again!

Thank you mummy!!

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GP

2009-05-09T08:59:00.000-07:00

well,
today is Wesak Day!
i was accompany Cat and Thomas to GP for interviewing their job!
all the best, ya^^
but got to say!
super big traffic jam there!
jam until unbelievable.........
but it actually not that bad or boring enough,
because i can see the Buddhist 游行
hahaha

sorry i cant take too many picture there,
because im sitting inside the car!

well,
i was meet many frenz in GP today!
meet Ai Lean and her sister,
Ah Guan 舅舅 and 舅母 in GP today!
the important is!!!
i was finally meet Sugumaree today!
miss you very very much, dear darling!!!!
thanks for you take care me always!
remember must be happy ya^^
i will always remember your advice to me^^
thanks

after that,
had a dinner with Wantan Mee in Hawker Food GP!
after that, balik rumah!

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Friday

2009-05-08T07:59:00.000-07:00

well,
report my days!
today afternoon,
after passing up my assignment,
had a walk around Penang with my daddy!

first round, CITY Bank.

second round, Jeti

Jeti

third round, Penang Road

Penang Road

forth round,
Ah Cheng Auntie Kopitiam

fifth round, Ah Bee Auntie

after that going back to rest for a while,
last round,
Dearest Pasar Malam

this is the earing that i bought!

delicious Yong Tau Fu,
my favorite!!
super delicious!

some Food!

and biscuit

a well and full day for me!

*finish

Bird

2009-05-08T07:35:00.000-07:00

well,
yesterday night!
a bird fly in my house!
he is very very kuai!
hahaha

well,
he is very cute and small,
stay in my house for hole night!
stay cute and stay fly!
jia you!

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good day today

2009-05-06T01:21:00.002-07:00

today was a good day for me
everything is recover...
my maxis line is recover, streamyx line is recover, assignment was complete, buy new magazine.
happy and high!
no need to online in KFC again!
thx GOD and appreciate all of this!

*finish

New picture upload

2009-05-05T01:15:00.000-07:00

holiday is coming after success the last assignment this week!
happy
no need to sit in KFC again!
i hate that
new picture upload!
please enjoy!

well,
new edit style was try first time
stay cute!

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KFC

2009-05-05T01:09:00.000-07:00

i got to say!
i had sit in KFC online more than a week!
got to say never do that before,
but i done that because of my assignment!
no choice at all!
~ sigh ~

please enjoy the picture

*finish

30/4 thursday

2009-05-04T05:25:00.000-07:00

well,
there was a time to not update my blog!
line was suck in my house in this 2 week, very rush for my assignment.
it suffering me to my assignment!!
gonna rush to complete in KFC, my GOD!
finally perfectly complete it and pass up.
thx for Cat for fetching me to college!
it had a big traffic jam in that afternoon i remember!
it cause us cannot go for redbox!
disappointed, because had a long time din go for sing!

this is me!

well, nevermind! no redbox!
so we decide to oriental KTV after lepak dekat GP!
thats not good service there!
2 hours cost about RM50.....
had a supper in McD Sunrise after that!
balik rumah at 11.30pm.....

*finish

Sundays

2009-04-26T22:43:00.000-07:00

rush for my coursework recently,
expired date is coming soon!
but i choose to enjoy my rest in Sunday==
the coursework was really tiring me

My babe brother and me

my babe brother and me again
love him so!!

my babe brother!

had a walk in Sunshine Farlim yesterday,
going to Sally Auntie house for dinner after that!

this is my babe Blacky

babe Blacky is in resting

Babe Blacky

intro a movie from 大S and Louis Koo!

performance of 大S was great!
Louis Koo also not bad!!
A great movie!!

*finish

Days

2009-04-23T01:30:00.001-07:00

Well,
having a hair cut in Jenny Auntie salon in Tuesday evening!!
i got to say,
my hair shorter again,
but i like my hair style now,
nice hair cut and layer from Auntie,
thanks for cutting and love you too!!
hahahaha

Yesterday night,
went out with Cat, Christ again!!!
Cat must be more take care to herself, don be fall sick again!
we had a dinner for Laksa in GP Hotker Food!
went to find Weiwei after dinner!!
really long time no see her,
she are still the same,
still that beauty!
hahahaha

We went to movie after that!
decide to watch Fast and Furious 4!

it was an amazing movie,
all artist performance are great,
especially when they raced.
that's aim cool!!
hahahaha
such a great movie i watch before!!

Well,
i got to start my coursework now!!
its already late!!
hahahaha

*finish

Powder Snow - Ayumi Hamasaki

2009-04-20T06:01:00.000-07:00

希望自己獨處
希望逃到沒有人認識我的地方
我的心無法再承受
他人告訴我這件事是錯誤的責難
我不再需要明天

可以暢所欲為的哭嗎
哭到淚水都乾枯
現在也許白雪會為我流去抹煞吧
啊救救我

已經不再後悔了
不管什麼時候都好好活過當下

如果這根蠟燭不留下任何痕跡與蹤影
融化熄滅了

可以大聲吶喊嗎? 喊到聲嘶力竭
現在也許白雪會准許我這麼作吧
啊求求你

我不過只是想張開雙臂
收集瑩潔的白雪罷了
為什麼... 這麼虛幻...

可以暢所欲為的哭嗎
哭到淚水都乾枯
現在也許白雪會為我流去抹煞吧
可以大聲吶喊嗎喊到聲嘶力竭
現在也許白雪會准許我這麼作吧

可以暢所欲為的哭嗎?
哭到淚水都乾枯
可以大聲吶喊嗎?
喊到聲嘶力竭
可以暢所欲為的哭嗎?
可以大聲吶喊嗎?
直到雪停

I want to be left alone.
I want to escape to a place where no one knows me.
That I'm wrong about that, that it's my fault,
is all my heart has. I don't need tomorrow.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.
Please help me.

I don't have even one regret.
I've always been living in the present
So that I don't leave even a single trace or footprint,
The candle melts down, this light is extinguished.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.
Please.

I spread my arms wide. I just want to gather the shining snow.
But why? It's so fleeting...

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
Can I shout loudly? Until my voice withers away.

Can I cry as much as I want to?
Can I scream at the top of my lungs?
Until the snow stops.

assignments

2009-04-20T03:30:00.000-07:00

Guess i am busy for what in this recently?
fall in love? shopping? college?

Hmmmm.....
NOPE!!!!
i am busy for my assignment in the recent,
got to rush to complete 2 assignment at the most same time!!!
one of the expired date is 30/4 and another is 8/5!!!
i guess i cannot go out in this few week already!!
it very very rush...................

Well,
i got to say it really very pressure,
please pray for me and wish me luck, thank you!!

i got no time to bother the stupid thing and the one who like to backwords about me,
sorry about that!!

i got to add oil, add more oil!!
its the same for all my frenz who are rush for your assignment also!
wish me and you all the best ya^^

No Way To Say - Ayumi Hamasaki

2009-04-18T03:12:00.000-07:00

很久很久以前留下的傷痕
如今又再次隱隱作痛
把顫抖的心隱藏起來
用強顏歡笑來代替

無論長到多大我依然沒有多少改變
至今還是那麼膽小
只知道一味的逞強

有那麼多想告訴你的話
可是卻無法說得清楚
如果說當初不曾遇見你
我就不會知道有這麼令人焦慮的痛苦

一點一點願意開始接受
那無法平撫的過去的存在
也瞭解再怎麼害怕那無法抗拒的未來
終究不是辦法

我到底還必須擁有多少的勇氣
才能對真正重要的事物
抬頭挺胸的承認那很重要

雖然可以感受如此真實的感情
可是卻總是說不出口
每一個人都懷抱著
這種難以言喻的感情繼續活在今天

有那麼多的想告訴你的話
可是卻無法說得清楚
如果說當初不曾遇見你
我就不會知道有這麼令人焦慮的痛苦

雖然可以感受如此真實的感情
可是卻還是說不出口
每一個人都在擁抱著
這種難以言喻的感情繼續活在今天

Scars left behind from the distant past cause me pain again.
I hid my shaking heart and replaced it with a smile.

No matter how many times it happens,
I am still a coward.
I think of nothing but showing my strength.

Although the feelings I want to express flow out,
i can't easily put them into words.
If I hadn't met you,
then i wouldn't know even this kind of irritating pain.

Little by little I started to notice it.
How much have these unhealed years in my history been?
How much will the inevitable future be?
While there is no way around having nightmares,
how much courage can i have afterwards?

While tightening my heart,
I can probably say that only the serious matters are important.

Though these thoughts feel right,
I can never put them into words.
Nobody can express these words this way.
While cradling these thoughts in my arms, I'm also alive today

Although the feelings i want to express flow out,
I can't easily put them into words.
Without meeting you and knowing this kind of irritating pain.

Though these thoughts feel right,
I can never put them into words.
Nobody can express these words this way.
While cradling these thoughts in my arms, I'm also alive today.

Pasar Malam

2009-04-18T02:15:00.000-07:00

hang out to pasar malam with my mum yesterday night!
i was bought many things there!w
enjoy a good shop with my mum,
Thx for everything u bought for me!!
I Love U, Mum!
this is what i bought yesterday night,
lets enjoy!!

Takoyaki!
delicious!
i like it.....
hahahahahahaha

Biscuits

Clock

New clothes 1

New clothes 2

New clothes 3

Beside,
we also bought Yong Tau Fu to be our supper!!
Well,
hope to not rain for next week,
hahahahahaha
will go again!

*finish

My Thurdays!

2009-04-16T21:34:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,
after class,
going back home for a while to take a deep nap!
Join Cat in Prangin Mall in the afternoon,
bought magazine and had some dinner at Home Recipe with Cat and Desmond!

this the the new magazine that i bought yesterday!

After that we changed to Queensbay Mall!
you know what,
me and Cat is in downstairs Starbucks,
but Hazel and Nellie is in upstairs Starbucks!

Starbucks

Cat is online!

Our drink

this is me!

Cat and me

we leave at 9.00pm to fetch Cat bf, Christ in BJ!
But, before we leave QB, happens some funny thing!
Cat was lost her Car Park Ticket,
but, luckily we found out in her make up bag!
After that,
come back to QB again,
to watch Thailand Ghost movie 'Coming Soon'.

the ticket

'Coming Soon'
Nice Movie and story,
but the Ghost is not that scary actually!
i got to say,
i don like the ending in my opinion!
but some of them watched until cry!
hahahahaha

Me

Me again

Cat

Going back home about11.40pm after movie!
had a nice day with Cat,
but it make me tired!

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My lunch 15.04.09

2009-04-15T02:22:00.000-07:00

Well,
had a lunch with Wayne, U-Chyung, Hazel, Ven, Mircea, Siew Lean, Jia Jia, Yee Fang and Yen Yen in 台湾古早味 after class yesterday!

珍珠奶茶

排骨饭

Stay in college online until 5.00pm after lunch and then going back home!

犯不着

2009-04-13T03:06:00.000-07:00

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犯不着为了一些无可奈何的人事物，
而心情不快，并日夜紧锁愁眉

犯不着为了一些芝麻小事，
而动了肝火，并做与说了一些自己后悔的事与话

犯不着为了一些小小挫折，
而失去斗志，并放弃理想

犯不着为了一些无可救药的悲剧，
而伤心难过，并痛苦流泪

犯不着为了一些以往的伤痛，
而自我折磨，

犯不着为了一些虚名假利，
而去做傻事，并让自己人格沦落

犯不着做一个重复说忠言的人，
如果大家都喜欢甜言蜜语？

犯不着为了别人的悲与乐，
而左右自己的情绪

耸耸肩，把一切的挫折痛苦都抛诸脑后，
从中学习，从中成长。

好好珍惜每一天，让自己天天快乐，
毕竟每天都能够开怀大笑也是种幸福。

My Days

2009-04-12T07:42:00.000-07:00

Jogging in Bukit Dumbar in this morning,
with Cat and Christ, Andrew, Steven and Ah Yeoh.
wake up at 5.45am morning.
Belong there about 6.50am morning!
cause got someone over slept.
Sorry for no any picture sharing,
cause no bring hand phone there!
Well,
we end at 7.30am in the morning,
had breakfast with Mee Wantan in jelutong pasar.
after that had a walk around pasar in the morning.
going back home at 9.00am!
Had a nap till 3.00pm after bath!
After that,
going to Sally Auntie house!
play with my dearest Blacky again,
he really just like a little baby to sticky beside me!
well,
he is getting fatty again between the last i saw him!
back to home sweet home in 10.00pm!

Cat & me!

know what, he is sitting inside my legla!
hahahah

My Lover, Blacky!
Love you so much!

Sitting in my leg!

good boy, blacky!

his face is super cute!
super black!

*finish

End of Blog wars!

2009-04-11T03:17:00.000-07:00

first of all,
got to say THANKS a lot for the one who care and love me!
I love you all too...
Thanks for one who forgive about the thing that i done to you before!
Sorry for everything!
i really hope it might be not happened again!

this is for the one who is special to me:
FOR Cat, Christ, Kelly, Yong Pheng darling:
Thanks a lot for helping me and accompany me when i sad and cry!
especially Yong Pheng and Cat!
Thanks for accompany me hole night and caring to me, Pheng!
sorry i am disturbing you!
Thanks for Cat a lot!
Love you so much,
Thanks for accompany me for few day!
Thanks for listen!
Thanks for everyone!
Thanks for all my friend here,

Sorry for the one who stand in the middle!
Sorry about that!

everything is OK already,
it already past,
i wont remember that again!
sorry for the my word and my act that i done too over!
sorry for hazel,
we are still good friend!

I am OK already!
Don worry!

Thanks a lot,
and Thanks again!
maybe i will cry again,
but sorry about that!
i will learn to be strong after this!

and sorry to the one who don like Japan and my dream,
i got to say,
i will not change because of that,
this is what i choose for my road until the end of my life!
this is my winding road!
my personal decision
hope you will understand!

Wont even fight with who again!

2009-04-09T11:35:00.000-07:00

well,
i got to say,
if i make you disgusting about me,
i got to say i am really sorry,
sorry about my action for everything,
i got to say i never never cry in front of who or even in the back,
there was no reason to make me cry just because of this small thing,
i just realized my act can make you guys everyone talk so much in the back of me even in the internet!
Thanks to the one who never see me before but know about my thing!
i don know that my words,my leisure stuff that i wrote when i am boring or angry can affect you guys to link for so many thing,
if you think that i am really is a ugly slut girl or playgirl,
yes, you can!
Go ahead!
if you think the the meaning of playgirl of in my life is play around the guy in the world,
i am not!
playgirl in English is not only in one meaning!
it can out of 3-4!
Well,
if you think i am a girl which are not suitable to be a friend with you,
i got to say i am sorry!
you can choose to not friend with me!
my ugly act will influence you!

I got to say SORRY to hazel!
how good your friend treat me,
thank you very much to telling the true to me!
i just realized i am the weird and stupid in your eye!
i think except school day or working day,
we are might not suitable to going out again next time,
i think we should just keep in normal friend distance,
and not bestie!
i will dirty your name into your friend!

I will not reply and bother anything your guys try to shoot me in somewhere else!
Just do whatever you like!

Sorry again,
Sorry to Ewen, Irene, Eugene and especially Hazel!
I am SORRY to everyone and everything!
The one who hate me very much!
SORRY about that!
i just wanna be a good girl, maybe you guys already think that i am not again in your eyes!
i don think i will try to explain!

But,
GOD bless you!
-Amen-